Unedited Anguish

This video was made during a night of torment that lasted for well over ten hours.  The video will be difficult for some to watch.  It’s about twenty minutes long, but a three-minute clip of it is included in the Managing Symptoms video 9/30/14.  The night this was made, I was in extreme pain, almost to the point of being delirious.  I had tried sleeping medication, pain medication, and all the tools in my natural healing toolbox, but the pain persisted.  Somehow I stumbled into my video room and managed to record myself in this state.  I don’t know what inspired me to shoot this or how I found the capacity to complete the task in such a condition.