Under Psychic Attack, Part One, Two, and Three are a trio of letters documenting my battle with the “supernatural.” The first two letters were written to Mateo, my tango teacher in L.A., and the third was written to Catherine, my movement theater teacher. The letters make reference to “psychic energy” and communication in “other realms.” Many people do not believe in such phenomena. I did not either, until I experienced it. You do not have to be a believer to appreciate these letters. They simply document my intense experience and how I perceived it. When I make reference to “psychic attacks,” I am referring to attacks that are strictly energetic in nature and do not require close physical proximity.

Under Psychic Attack, Part One

September 6, 2013


Thank you for your voice mail.  I know I just wrote saying I didn’t want to talk about what is going on, but in the most general sense, I would say I am under “strong psychic attack.”  The energy work we did together in L.A. [using my mind to create a bubble around my body for protection and clearing energies from my body that are not mine by directing them out the soles of my feet] are not effective against this kind of calculated attack by someone who is psychically powerful and also knows how to get inside me.  Mateo, it has been a long time since I have been really scared. However, my body is still vulnerable, and these “psychic attacks” create a great drain on my energy.  It’s the first time in a long time that I’ve felt fear for my life; I am trying to nurture myself and continue my healing, but this person’s attacks are a threat to my very survival.  This person is the reason I originally got cancer.  So I guess I thought of you because I know you understand energy and have some knowledge about these kinds of matters.  I am working with someone to help me with a grounding cord to mother earth and other techniques to clear my body of this person’s energy and any psychic cords between us.

Anyway, Mateo, I don’t know if you have anything to offer in regard to this.  At the very least, if you could please hold light for me over the next few weeks and months, it would be much appreciated.  I am asking everyone I have a connection with to do so.

Yesterday, while hiking in the woods, I surrendered to God and asked God to help me with this because this attacking energy is very strong and unrelenting, and I believe I cannot fight it on my own.  It comes at me 24/7.  So I have surrendered to God and asked for larger universal support so that my body doesn’t have to take this fully on.

I know that a lot of details are missing from this explanation, but generally speaking, that is why I called you.  I could use some strong male energy on my side right now.  I know you were in the army, so I was going to ask you if you could take this man out :) but I will happily settle for you holding light for me.




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